Just Breathe
Breathing seems so much easier said than done, you wouldn't think so but when the Lord tells you to breathe its much harder. I have been putting myself into a hole that began to get deeper and deeper as time went on. I tried AGAIN to love life without Him, as my friend Jana would say, " How's that working out for ya?"
I would say by the looks of my life its not really working out for me. I feel like I haven't hit rock bottom, should I feel like I have? Or does my rock bottom look different now then 2 years ago? He has to be teaching me something! I am trying to take one day at a time, that sounds very cliche, but true. I don't know how long I can do this one day at a time stuff, but I am learning to look to him before anything. Very new process for me!!! He is giving me words like, Don't be anxious, breathe, look to me. Love hearing him, its been way too long.
Breathing with him, breathing his love in, breathing on breathe at a time. Are you breathing? Am I still breathing? What do I need everyday to breathe him in? What do you need?
